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Complicated Complications
Why must things be the way that they are? My most present issue is my high blood sugar, but I can't do anything about it because I live in the United States of F**k You, where if you want medicine to help with it you need to be a millionaire, which I am not. Plus the medicine has side effects that won't let me work at all. I won't go in to the nasty details. Further more, because my blood sugar is so high it is affecting my life. My attitude is the worst it has been in a while, the negativity I am displaying is effecting my relationship in a horrible way. I am scaring my boyfriend and I hate it, with no way of fixing anything. Now why is my blood sugar so d**m high? Because I got a rug pulled out from under me a few times in one month. My boyfriend's mom who after TWO YEARS finally had to go back to work full time, but for some unforeseen reason that his mother won't tell, after TWO MONTHS of going to work full time, they get to work from home two days a week, screwing up my schedule
Been so Long...
So in all honesty...I did write out the end of the year review, which if you may not know what that is, it's just me talking about the things I've seen and done. Things that have changed. But I couldn't post it because I was always busy. And unfortunately it's way too late for me to put it up now. So I must apologize. I don't want to make excuses, but I was in the middle of getting fired and looking for a new job, which I got. And I am always spending time with my boyfriend, whom is the light of my life. He has made me so happy in the last nearly year that we've been dating. It's crazy how fast the last year has gone by. I'm sure many know how jobs go...I work third so I sleep, go to work, come home unwind, eat and sleep...then do it all over again. I have slowly....extremely slowly been working on my stories. Some I have finished...unfortunately I do tend to reread my stories and I don't think they are good enough so I restart a new version with the old version and the new one mixing
Follow or Not
I sorta feel like I should stop following half the artist that I do. Not because they don't do art anymore, which some don't, it's more to the fact that I started following them because they do art that I love, but no longer do. I don't know. I might go through them when I have more time. I know people's tastes and art change but still. Well have a wonderful week and weekend!
Been A Long Long Time
Goddesses I miss the old journals and the way dA used to look. But anyway many things have changed. I finally got out of my bad relationship of 4 years 6 months ago. Now I am dating a wonderful man who is the light and love of my life. I have a new job I really don't mind. Finally got to working on my shed, the outside it nearly done. I am still writing here and there, mostly stuff that is private for my boyfriend and I, but at least I'm writing. Still writing fan fiction, instead of writing my own stories...but I'm trying to work on one with me and my honey if we met and knew each other from when we were younger. I would love to tell the story but it's up on YouTube and on TikTok. Yay! Alright I'm tired and I have to sleep for tonight. Bye!
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I like this. The only thing is it's Oh, my Ra.....like the Egyptian god. Not oh my raw.